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I had enough!! I’d been living in a scrutinized world where the values of the world had been twisted! Yes, I’m talking to you people, you smokers! I had enough!

I’m writting this blog hoping to make you guys aware and understand how hatred i am to you people! You people must not aware how you make people around you suffered! As a person who had been affected directly from smoking, i really hate cigarattes!! You people are making the person around you to suffer involuntary. I’m the living example.

My father is a heavy smoker. Even before i was born, he already been a heavy smoker. The only image that he gave me is that he smokes non-stop, from dawn to dust. As a result, he’s been the most hatred figure of mine. As he walks pass anywhere, the "aroma" of cigarattes just follows him to everywhere. The odour is just so digusting!! And i always cover my nose whenever he starts smoking around me.

I just don’t understand why the smokers keep on smoking. They are just paying to buy sufferings. They seems like do not understand the harm that cigarettes will bring about to them. What i’m meaning here is not only damages caused psyhically, but something deeper than that. Just for example, my relationship with my dad ruined and messed up because of smoking. A lot of people complaining about the petrol price hike and the soaring of food prices. The most talked about topic is how to save petrol and save money. But ironically, among all the ideas and ways discussed, no one would suggest to reduce the smoking habit. Ridiculous right?

Hopefully, my fellow friends who read this article would be inspired by my sharing. The least i wish to achieve is that my fellow friends will have some food for thought and really see this matter seriously. By doing so, it is my dream that the world will become smoke-less one day..

" World without smoke;
Making the world a better place to live "

<< I had a weird dream lately. I had this weird and strange dream on last tuesday night (wednesday morning). The feeling was so strange and the dream was so weird. The dream is about a very close friend of mine. And i kept dreaming of this friend for 3 consecutive days.

Even though i dun remember most of the details of the dream. But i still able to recall some part of it. The dream was about a wedding ceremony. I was supposed to be the bridegroom, but there was something very very very unexplainable. The person who sitting next to my "bride" is not me, it’s another person!!! I was so so so depressed and sad in the dream. I could still recalled that there was a friend of mine asked me a question why i’m not the bridegroom, but i couldn’t answer him. I had to be so "underground" and "hidden in the dark". I also couldn’t explain to my friends about my real status. >>

Why I had such a weird dream? I do not know. I really don’t know. But does the dream hinting something on me? I couldn’t figure out the hidden meaning of the dream. But the dream does has an impact on me. I started to think seriously on certain issues now. Maybe it’s really the time i need to settle the unsettled issues. God Knows~~

it’s a feeling of deja vu..

It’s been a year… when i went back to the faculty yesterday, the feeling of deja vu haunted me again… i was so reluctant to go back to the faculty and overlook the event, but it’s my duty and responsibility to do so… I afraid that i cant control my emotion…

Last nite, i do not know whether it’s coincidence or …. but i saw three things that make me became emotional again… The Song, The Candles and The Slideshows… I was thinking and thinking and thinking of all the things happened… i was searching deep down in my memory… i was really upset and emotion during that time.. but i forced myself to control my emotion… luckily, with the companion of my frens, i managed to overcome it…

I used to ask myself a question, if i were given another opportunity, would i still make the same decision i made? the asnwer is "Yes".. Thus, i shouldn’t be held back again… i must move forward… Life’s full of suprises and challenges… Aza-Aza Fighting~~

hello to all my dear frens and pals…

I’m hereby to inform u that i’ll be "disappearing" temporarily.. maybe a week or two, or maybe even longer than that.. i’ll make myself available again once i settled with my stuffs, k? dun miss me to much ya~~ just a bit will do.. oh ya… if anyone of u who wanted to find me, pls do so via e-mail.. i’ll reply u asap… pls e-mail me at my hotmail account. thanks a lot.. take care and have fun..

cheers~~

To Whom it may concerned,

Betrayal is the word. I have trusted my frens so well that shared my secret and privacy with them. But what do I get? Betrayal… I trusted u as my fren, treated u as my fren and shared everything with u. But u disappointed me again and again. I do not know what I’ve done wrong that prompt u to treat me in such a way. But, please, I have enough of it and I can’t take anymore. If u still have d conscious, please, leave me alone and not to create any problems for me. By doing so, i would still appreciate u as my fren, otherwise, it would be a "no thanks" reply. U once had my trust, but not now anymore. Believe it or not, i mean it.

                             "Betrayal = Get out of my Life"

Blue, is the colour to describe it. I’m an amateur and a total losser. I had never expected things to become like this. Maybe i was just too naive at the beginning. Everytime when i set my food in d business, i’ll fail.. i’ll fall short of expectation.. i have enough.. i dun want to get involve in d business anymore.. i’m tired and frustrated at not being understand, care and concerned.. i’m exhausted.. just leave me alone..

D world isn’t colourful as it used to be anymore.. Blue, is the colour..

J

Hi my fellow friends.. It’s been a long while since i last updated my blog.. I guess it should be around last December… So, as usual, i’ll just share with you guys what had actually happened in my 4th semester in Uni..

4th semester, i’m getting more and more used to the uni life in which i’m really enjoying now.. I feel so sad to have my 4th semester finish so early.. It finished like a flip of eyes.. Time really flies like arrow. Well, to begin with my sharing, i’ll start with my beloved 7th college experience 1st lar.. Haha..

Well, i must admit that i’m not as active as i used to be in college.. I spent less time in college due to my intensified assignment and coursework.. Somehow, i’m still actively involve in NVC (National Varsity Counseling) and 7th CC.. Because these are the 2 projects and "society" that brought me most sweet memories.. Somehow, things never really went smoothly this year.. The project and CC was actually having some serious problems.. I just dunno why, the project and CC activity doesn’t seems like working well.. I just cant see the determination shown by the others to commit themselve to the projects and activities.. The problems is especially intensed in CC activities among the 2nd year seniors, let alone the juniors.. I just cant really blame the juniors because we, 2nd year aint showing example.. So, really sad… Well, since it’s been passed, i’ll just look forward to next year and hope that good things would happen lar.. hope that everything will back on track again in my final year in coll…

ok, now proceed to my faculty pula.. This is the very 1st semester that i’m having a great chance to get into dean list, which is the very ultimate goal i hope to achieve before my course finish.. I spent a lot of effort in my assignments and mid-sem test this time round, and did quite brilliantly.. And, I’ve put in a lot of effort in my preparation for the final exams, and also, with the genuine supports of my frens, i hope to achieve that target in this sem… the result will be coming out in a few days time… Just hope that i could deliver in this exam lar… Well, if, i still cant achieve that target, i’m already proud of what i’ve put in.. So, just hope for the best, and dun be too upset if things din turn out as what i planned..

oh yeah.. i’m having internship with L’Oreal now.. I’m in the brand Redken marketting department.. and my 1st week was wonderful in there.. i was given a well planned project and also an important project to be carry out.. If my findings is good enough, my boss might well use my findings to present to the ASIA zone product manager… It really motivates me and is a huge challenge for me… However, i believe that i could live up to the expectation and deliver.. I’ll not let those who concern and care about me disappointed.. I’ll only strive for success..

Well, I think that’s enough.. My fellow friends, feel free to drop any comments and i’ll response to you asap.. If you want further explanation about my 4th semester in Uni, then, just let me know lar.. Haha… Take care and God bless…

Best regards,

Joseph Tong

Mayday! Mayday! I’m declaring war against u! Yes, U! MR SICKNESS and co.

I’ve been having enough with ur torturing! i couldn’t take it anymore and i’m bored with all the attacks u’ve made to me all this while!

i got food poisoned last week and i went to see doctor on x’mas day!! u’ve taken away my x’mas day, and yet u still dun want to let me… u kept staying in my stomach and break ur armies to attack my whole stomach… when i went to d 2nd doctor in d campus, u sent false info’s and confused the doctor to give me wrong medicines… u r so wicked! it was d new year’s eve… u’ve cost me to spent my countdown night in d toilet! i HATE U!!!

i thought i finally defeated u on d new year day when i see d 3rd doctor.. i got a really enjoyable week… i can go for classes, go for sports, eat without vomitting.. but…

but..

but..

u took away all my happiness again.. ur heiress weakened my stomach.. make my stomach so sensitive to foods.. i dun need a "ultrasensor" in my stomach!

so, i’m gonna go war against u! i cant tolerate anymore… u just wait and see lar, MR. SICKNESS !!!

    ahem… i’m blogging again to share a bit about my 3rd sem which just ended recently..

    let me recall back what r d things tat i did most in my 3rd sem… ar ha.. should be attending meetings and joining projects.. it seems like i got endless of meetings that i need to attend.. but that’s life.. what can i do? from the very beginning of d campus orientation week, to d faculty’s orientation, and then to d campus election, and finally d cc trip.. time flies like an arrow.. when i wanted to settle down n take some rest, it’s oledi the final exam.. sigh.. wat can i do? "pia" books "gao-gao" lar..

    however, i do had some sweet memories in my 3rd sem which is getting to know more frens especially d juniors.. i had an enjoyable time with them, fooling around with them and joked with them..

    herm.. now d new semester is coming liao.. have to gear up to face d new challenges liao.. alright, lets geared up, keep fighting!!

    my frens, i pray to God that we can overcome all the trials and challenges that coming to us in our future…

Love, is a promise. It’s an eternal one and everlasting.

Love, is trust. We must trusted and trust each other.

Love, is patient. Tolerate is the key to close relationship

Love, is grace. It’s the best gift that God has ever graced us.

Love, is not jealousy. Envy will only bring forth self destruction.

Love, is a vow. One which we must keep at all cost.

Love, has no ending. It’s last forever and ever till the end of the world.

Love, is a true feeling. It will not fade at any cost and will only grow deeper.

Love, is a covenant. It’s like the covenant of rainbow between God and human.

Love, is truthful. We must not betray our beloved one.

Love, is caring. Care the one u love more than anything on the world.

Love, is gentle. Anger will bring along agony and bitterness.

Love, is unconditional. Unconditional love is the highest degree of love - AGAPE LOVE

My dear friends, i wish to dedicate this passage to all of u, hoping to remind u the very basic of love. May u all able to find your true love someday.

God

Loves

U.

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p.s. special dedicate to my beloved one..