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    foo.. long after a relatively busy 1st semester, i was being able to go back to d place where i found my soul , my purpose of living — Agape Family Ipoh. a year after leaving d place on a rainy day, i stepped in Agape Family again with a different status.. as a ex-student or so called "social-worker". i was so glad tat God had given me tis fantastic opportunity to go back to Agape.

    it’s a total relief for me as i found that i’m losing myself bit by bit to d cursed one. i was living like no other than a survivor of d society , a carnivor rather than d original God-made creature. i was so depressed n scared. i was afraid of losing myself again as the time passed on. i dun want to waste all the effort n price i’d pay for during my stint in Agape. i’m afraid tat one day i’ll find my self wake up and planning on wicked things rather than things that delights God. i was so afraid. d society was so realistic that it doesn’t allow the survive of God’s children. i’m facing things & situation where i never imagined or confronted before. but thank God that i was giving d opportunity to go back to Agape again n thank God that He helped to perserve my heart & soul from d wicked one. he never abandoned me or letting me go.

    ps micah n aunty becky, thanks for letting me to stay in agape. thanks for giving me the opportunity to stay in agape n to rediscover n redeem myself. thank you. although we met for a few days only, but i really appreciate to the genourous hospitality u had shown to me. thanks a lot. wish that both of u can get well soon. ps micah, i also pray that ur ear disease will recover soon n most importantly, recover fully ! n THANK YOU for letting me to push-ups 600 times within 3 hrs. haha!! actually i really appreciate d high-tempo game though i lost to u. but as long as i can get fit, it doesn’t matter lar.. but i was a bit disappointed for not being able to play soccer along side u. but never mind, still got time, we’ll play again next time. by that time, i’ll show u sublime skill n technique.. haha!!

    i must say a thousand of thank you to sis Michelle (my lovely GuGu) for helping me to stand up again. thank you for ur sincere advices. thank you for scolding me as i had never been scolded by any1 since my departure from Agape. ur words had really woke me up. ur words had pulled me down from my arrogant n overwhelming self-confidence. thanks for being my true n sincere friend. i mean it !! "a true friend’s not only speaks delighting words but also saying tough words to remind you." Thank you.

    sis ping, thank you for cheering me up n playing with me during the holiday stint. thank you for ur coffee.(^.~) thank you for everything. but i hope that you dun angry with me as i never thought or planned to use u to tresspass sis michelle. i just did it spontaneously, i never thought of d sequences. sorry if i caused u any trouble. sis winnie, thanks for keeping my stuff during d stint. thanks for not complaining any word when i asked u to go upstairs n pass my stuffs to me. oh ya, pls keep my house key with u as i’ll be coming back to take them one day. thank you !

    "ba geh" Soon , thank you for accompany me to play football during that few days. thanks for playing guitar with me n singing songs with me. i really enjoyed singing though i always off-pitch. thank you for giving me a exciting period by letting me to push-up so much! REALLY THANK YOU WO!! just kidding lar.. i was so happy to have the chance to partner u in ping-pong and beat d ps.micah-yin mun pair and hoo-sim pair. Do remember, we r d greatest partner ! haha!! kwai sim , thank you for playing n "teaching" me to play ping-pong again n thank you for buying me so many food to eat as well as bringing me to eat delicious food. thanks a lot. hoo n pin, thank you for going out with me so many times. thanks for shopping with me n bringing me yum cha. thanks a lot. i appreciate that a lot. Bro John (my smart KeBa), thanks for "Giving" me a lot of fun (haha!!).. i really appreciate our conversation as u always joking around. thanks for bringing me out also. debby, i’m so glad to see u had grown up n started to show ur leadership. i can see that u r no longer that "t-bag" anymore. hope that ur wisdom ll grow with ur age. oh ya, thanks for chit-chatting with me. Guys, really thanks a lot! Love you all!! muackzz..

    Last but not least, i must mention tat i’m glad to see d progress that my dear "son" had made after my departure. nicholas, ur cantonese had improved a lot, n no longer a "si yeh" liao. ai xian, though u r still as "cnn" as u were, but i did see ur progress in carrying out duties n responsibilities. i dun really see u complaining a lot. it’s a GooD sign. Yu, i also sees that u had been able to find God. i can only hope that ur heart n passion to God will never fade away. but do remember, studies is also very important. try to consider to start schooling again la. My "son" , continue to make progress. learning is a life-long process, never give up easily ! my cousin , yen, try to suit & adapt urself into d new environment. u’ll find it a place full of joy & peace once u really open ur heart. u’re not alone.

    Above all, i must thank the Most-high and Almighty one. Praise the Lord! halleluyah!!